I’ll start off by saying that I am allergic to many things. This includes: nuts, shellfish, eggs, and dairy. However, I also suffer from the common outdoor allergies as well as asthma.
Now, I have smoked several times in the past and never suffered from anaphylaxis, but I have constant anxiety about my allergies. I am a hypochondriac, and I tend to always think I am having an allergic reaction when I am perfectly fine.
In the past when I have smoked, I had been nervous and anxious because I am always focused on myself. The first time I smoked more than I should have I had a couple full blown panic attacks, and it left me with bad anxiety for a while. I have smoked a couple times since then though, most often only a few hits.
When I smoke, I have pain in my chest. Nothing unbearable as I have always had that when I smoke. It just freaks me out I little bit although not as much as it used to. I also focus ENTIRELY on myself, and the changes that are occurring which lead to anxiety i.e. my perception of things etc.
I was planning on smoking this weekend and I am afraid that I will freak out, have a panic attack, or that my anxiety will skyrocket. God forbid I go into anaphylactic shock. I have so many worries all the time. My mind is constantly worried about one thing or another, I just want to enjoy life but I always think I am going insane or that I am going to die for some stupid reason.
Anyway, do you think I am allergic to marijuana? I have probably smoked about 10 times in my life; mostly mids and I just get bad anxiety and I don’t think I’ve had an allergic reaction, but I can’t be sure. I really want to smoke, but I am afraid of having an allergic reaction.