I can’t believe there are still ppl out there that think that just because
you (or anyone) is gay that it gives them the right to do anything. This is
2015 ppl it doesn’t make any difference wether you are gay straight black
white or a freaking pink and purple dinosaur. We all have rights and to
love who we choose is our God given right. Rant over!! Ps. I hope you liked
the cookies I tweeted you yesterday. Love to you both
I personally don’t smoke weed, but I’m not opposed to others smoking it. If
you think it’ll help you I don’t see why not, just be considerate about it.
My major issue with weed is the smell so I wouldn’t want it in my house but
as long as RJ doesn’t have a problem with the sent I don’t see a problem in
smoking it, but if he does there are other alternatives. You need to do
what you think is best for you.
Will, I think that you should do whatever you need to do in order to better
your psychological well being and if that entails a legal medical marijuana
prescription, then I’m sure that all of us will be behind you 100%.
And if anyone is hindering your progress by going against what could help
you…the fuck them.
I just can’t believe someone would go to the lengths of attacking your
internet because you’re gay. People can be so stupid! I swear, years upon
years of wars, piles and piles of dead people, countless years of misery
upon the human race and we still haven’t learned to accept our freaking
*differences*.
As a Libertarian, I believe in the decriminalization of drugs anyway. But
that doesn’t change the fact they can be addictive, especially to certain
people. Since you believed you were having a problem with alcohol, I’d just
be concerned that you and doctors remain aware of any tendency to over use
medical marijuana if you go on it. But that’s what makes legalization so
good; you get professional medical oversight instead of doing it yourself
from a street dealer.
Im no expert, but from what I have read, medical grade marijuana has
different chemical ratios than the stuff you buy behind walmart. medical
marijuana is cultivated to have less of some of the high inducing
compounds, and more of the compounds that ease various conditions.
I am really curious about what the counsellor said. Here in the UK, they
are not professionals with a medical qualification and therefore would not
be able to diagnose PTSD.
If that is also the case in the US, then hopefully they did not say that
you have PTSD, as that would be deeply worrying.
It is, of course, up to you what you do about the marijuana, but I am
wondering how that fits with wanting to achieve lots of goals this year. I
am curious if that will have to be put back. Also, I admire your honesty,
but wonder what a future employer of you might think if they come across
this video, would it be harmful to a possible job?
To Will: I say go for it! Weed is one of the worlds oldest used medicines;
people who are against it are really just brainwashed by society/the media
to think that weed will give you “reefer madness” and whatnot, but no one
has ever died from smoking weed. Also, medical weed has been shown to help
hundreds of different medical conditions (especially people with chronic
pain), and is impossible to overdose. Not saying it’s going to fix all your
problems, but you should definitely consider it and think about it.
I think you should see a secund opinion and if is there another kind of
medication that you could try, try it first and if anything works then try
this… But i thing there are others options before MM…
I smoke recreationally on occasion. It won’t affect your YT content
whatsoever nor will it affect you too much. Medical marijuana has a low THC
content which means that it won’t get you high like you see in movies or tv
shows (in reality, most strains won’t do that anyway). However, don’t drive
or anything like that until your body builds up a bit of a resistance. And
don’t drive if you’re smoking it recreationally! Tbh, you may not even feel
it or get high from medical strains. You may just feel relaxed or really
freakin hungry.
Moderation and caution are your best friends when smoking weed or drinking
alcohol. You are given a specific amount to consume over a period of time
(just like a pill), but don’t go crazy with it. It will help ease the
symptoms of PTSD, Anxiety, and similar mental health issues. If you do
decide to do it, be careful with it if you have asthma.
some people inhale toxic gasses that include pesticide gass,tar , and
petroleum variants for fun.We call those people smokers and photograph them
in alluring body stances because having poison in your mouth is considered
cool ,rebelious and sexy. But alas if someone smokes something that has not
been patented by major multinationals (yet?) that is equally or probably
less dangerous than cigarrettes and even maybe beneficial! everyone loses
their minds.that’s propaganda for you.
1. This fine day starts with Dobby Licking the left pant leg of Will’s
sweat pant shorts.
Will then talks about yesterday’s therapy intake. RJ interjects and he and
Will point out that it’s important to not wait, and postpone seeking help
if you feel that you have a problem. Will tells us that the therapist told
him that he has a clear case of PTSD (Posttraumatic Stress Disorder). He
was diagnosed several times for PTSD, but chose not to take any major steps
to deal with it. Due to that fact, Will says that the symptoms of PTSD have
reared their ugly head recently, in several ways.
The direction of Will’s speech, takes an interesting turn, when he tells us
that the therapist offered to prescribe him MEDICAL MARIJUANA. Will and RJ
discuss this, about whether or not to actually consider this course of
action. They point out that this was suggested by a physician
(psychiatrist) and that they should at least consider that kind of thing,
and not simply abandon it. But they are also aware, as they continue, that
Marijuana is a very contentious topic, and could rile a lot of people up.
And because they share so much with us, they’d have to share that (effects
of marijuana, through Will’s experience) too.
2. Cut to RJ giving Will a Goodbye kiss at the computer because Mr. Cuba
2016 is going to get his awesome pump on! They flex in front of each other
in several odd, and contorted ways, looking like they’re mimicking
chimpanzees, or practicing choreography for an upcoming Beyonce dance off.
All this done through a Charades style, no sounds (except for the sounds
made by RJ’s windbreaker). (Quite frankly, it felt like I was watching a
scene from Swan Lake; truly breath-taking). Will finishes the send off by
gesturing having a penis cum all over his face. Camera pans to RJ’s face,
which is expressing both shock and arousal. RJ then does some gestures of
his own. He mimes “Not now, I’m gonna go, but later, later, I’ll……” The
camera pans again to RJ’s crotch with which he gestures face fucking Will.
Then he gestures that he’ll cum on his thigh. (I think). Pan to Will who,
gives a nod of approval. (FUCK, I feel like I’m narrating a Corbin Fisher
scene LMAO) These two are made for each other. Filthy minds and all. Gotta
love it!
3. Cut to much later that day, and to the kitchen. The guys are feeding the
Dobster some peanut butter and meds. And obviously as we know from before
speaking to Dobby in baby voices, which as usual confuses the heck out of
the poor guy. Hahahaha the guys then try to explain the gap in recording.
It was due to RJ going to the Gym, then coming back home, at which point he
and Will did some brain storming about Minecraft. RJ is getting into
Minecraft, so all the peeps wanting that will be very happy.
4. The guys then take us to town where people are removing the Christmas
stuff, which RJ finds odd, and compares it to Limbo, since it’s between two
things. RJ tells us that Will needs some new fancy clothes for Wednesday,
so they go to Top Man. We don’t get to come. But we do get to go with them
to a HUGE Barnes and Noble.
RJ quickly pans the camera to some literature about Marijuana, and tells
Will that he should read it. Then asks Will if he’s considering trying out
Medical Marijuana. Will hasn’t decided yet.
The guys are very aware of the hot blooded emotions of the Shepsexuals, and
know that there will be a battle in the comments field between two sides,
pro and against. (I say let the Battle begin, as long as everyone
understands that it’s Will’s choice, and not theirs).
5. We go back to the apartment, where RJ expresses how proud he is of Will.
They had apparently gone to Cheesecake Factory, and Will did not have any
fizzy drinks. It’s his second day. But the poor thing has a raging head
ache, which he thinks is because he quit. Rj feels like he’s inspired by
Will.
6. RJ then takes Dobby out on a night walk.
7. They come back home, and the guys tell us that Dobby had a seizure at
the end of the walk. A full blown one. Dobby is told to go to his crate,
and is comforted by the guys, who are worried that Dobby could be a danger
to himself, because he’s so energetic after a seizure, but is “out of it”
and could hurt himself.
8. We end the day in the boys’ room. Will tells us that he played a
Minecraft game, and their internet connection was attacked by a group of
people because he had a rainbow bandana on. They admitted on twitter that
they did it because he was gay. (FUCKING ASSHOLES). Will chooses to sleep
with the bandana on, to show them that they can just fuck off, and that he
won’t let himself be affected by them. He finds them pathetic, and I think
we all do.
Will I’ll just say my opinion on the Marijuana thing.
You should definitely think about it. Personally I’m not for or against it.
Both my brothers have smoked Marijuana and seem quite “out of it”, when
they do. I think that it’s often about how one chooses to do it, and in
what company one is.
The advice your therapist gave you is legit, and that’s why you need to
seriously consider it, i.m.o. But do some research (unbiased) before
choosing anything, either way.
I’ve gone through PTSD myself (due to being a refugee as a kid from a war
torn nation, Bosnia). I didn’t smoke Marijuana, but instead had some anti
anxiety medication (Attarax) and some SSRI medication (Sertralin, Oralin),
alongside some very good PTSD treatments, and Cognitive behavioral therapy.
And it got out of it. That was my path, and it may not necessarily be yours.
So do some research before going further. 🙂
Love you both. You always make my days end on a great note. You inspire me!
:)
I don’t really have any opinion on the pot issue other than if it helps
you, do it. BUT just you talking about PTSD has got me thinking that maybe
a lot of my issues, bad habits, addictions that have developed later on in
my life stem from traumatic events I lived with growing up. Crazy how it
just clicked tonight when you were talking about it.
And the internet devils… keep your head up. And F*&K them! Pathetic.
As someone who has been sexually assaulted and dealt with PTSD, I think
anything that helps you that doesn’t harm you or harm others is okay. Only
you can decide what you are comfortable with, but I have found on my
journey to inner peace with my bad past that sometimes you have to try
things out of your comfort zone. For me, antidepressants and weekly therapy
really worked. It was not a simple fix. It took a long time. But when I
opened my mind to medication, my life transformed for the better. Maybe
medical marijuana will be that transformation for you. I do not live in a
state where it is legal, but with a doctor monitoring and helping you, it
seems like a safe option. Wish you all the best of luck with it,
I have smoked marijuana for years.. I currently do not use because of
pregnancy since it is not legal in the state of WV as of yet.. the fact of
the matter is, a human body can consume as much as an Oz in a day and still
not overdose. Might get sick as hell and vomit, but you will not overdose.
Yet these medications that are manufactured are ok when the list of side
effects are endless. I believe the government is against it for many
reasons that have nothing to do with it being a drug.. it would replace
many medicines that would put many companies (hundreds of thousands if not
millions) in turmoil.. it can help with almost anything when ill..
I understand concern. But it’s free will. I don’t understand why other
people kill themselves with concern over others actions. It’s doing nothing
for you but creating a headache and bad blood. I may not agree with meth,
crack, etc.. but I’ll be damned if I’mma sit here and cause myself to have
a headache over someone elses is doing. Lol. I have a life to live! And a
lot more things to worry about! The worst damage it can do to your body
involves the lungs if smoked…other than that, it doesn’t do half of the
damage manufactured medications can do on one persons body and sometimes
soul.
Yet, the debate will never end and everyone is entitled to their own
opinion.
I think it’s great that Will is open to this form of therapy, and I think
it’s brave that he is so truthful sharing this on video.
However, there are so many ppl in California that abuse the system. This
guy got an actual prescription from a doctor, while other ppl just buy
their medical marijuana cards to use it recreationally for fake problems.
Those ppl give the medicinal use of the herb a really bad rep.
I have PTSD as well as Rheumatoid Arthritis so this is a question that I
have had to think about as well. My suggestion would be to look at options
that don’t require smoking it. I currently will add a little to my tea bag
and it helps take the edge off my pain without feeling stoned. Eventually I
may need to consider using it with a vaporizer as my pain gets worse and
requires more to control it. For me it works with my hyper vigilance,
anxiety as well as my pain. I would suggest trying it and seeing how it
works for you. A friend had me start with using it in my tea because she
knew i was a little leery of trying it.
As far as medical marijana goes, it’s hardly unprecedented that something
that is normally poison can have medical benefits if refined and dosed
correctly. Definitely get a second opinion though.
I believe that if it will help, then do anything necessary to help you.
It’s all for the good and like RJ said you aren’t promoting, you’re just
going to take care of some problems. Marijuana isn’t bad unless people use
it as something bad. If you are using it to take care of yourself, then you
are using it correctly and it’s beneficial. The shepsexuals stand by you no
matter what decision you make Will. Love you guys, I wish you guys the
best.
What makes medical marijuana worse than an anti-depressant? I would like us
all to think about that. They are both medicine. Every physical body reacts
to medicines differently, and as long as it doesn’t harm someone more than
it helps them or lead to the harm of others, I am supportive of any choice
a person makes.
Do what makes you better, Will. I mean, you’re an adult with a medical
condition for which you’ve been prescribed, versus folks who go to a sham
doctor and get a prescription for a fake back ache.
Anyone who takes issue with your self-care doesn’t care about you. And you
don’t need that person in your life because they don’t have you best
interests at heart.
Will, did you know there are aspartame free diet sodas? Also, I’m ignorant
about marijuana usage but have heard good things regarding medical use, but
I know that smoking anything is bad for your health in general. Is there a
way to get the benefit of it without smoking? Again, I’m not educated
about this.
It’s a super simple answer: people who are against it are miseducated. And
probably hypocritical if they’re negatively referring to marijuana as a
drug, yet have alcohol, or tobacco, or coffee, or soda, or any other
caffeinated beverage.
Oh I love when the topic of smoking medical Marijuana comes up. Instantly
tons of people have a bunch of ignorant opinions OR they like to sound
smart. Both end up being rude. When, all in all, Will smoking weed is his
business and it’s unfortunate that he has to hesitate to do something he
considers fitting for his life because he doesn’t want to deal with the
back lash of strangers.
Just make sure its ‘good’ weed, lol. I say go for it. If people get upset
over you having medical marijuana, then they need to change their
priorities…
Just wondering could today’s seizure been because of the fire truck lights?
I saw Dobby look at them and got worried and low and behold he had a
seizure :-\
Omg reading some of the comments….you do not have to smoke hw can get it
on the form of candy such as gummy bears or in baked goods like muffins or
cookies. Medicinal marijuana really helps. I kno someone who child has
cancer and is constantly in pain her mom gives her medicinal marijuana in
the form of tea and she is doing significantly better
i am very much pro using medicinal plants – be that marijuana or other
stuff. usually the meds are much less harmful for the body and i myself
only had good experiences with medicinal plants…
i sure seewhy there’s fuss about the medicinal marijuana but i don’t think
it’s necessary. the additcion potential is far less than the one of alcohol
… or headachepills for that matter… and maybe it will even help with
the headaches will has.
anyway. if your therapist says you should try it – i wouldn’t say no. if it
doesn’t help, you could still stop again.
I say go for it. At the end of the day this is about your health and what
is best for you. Every society has its own drugs that they glorify but
nothing says that it has to be good. Just think about the amount of
stimulants out there that are basically poison for your body. Weed in that
case isn’t, as long as it isn’t taken with tabaco which infact isn’t good
for your body but very legal. So it is all a matter of perspective. Find
solutions to your problems and not more problems for your problems. Best of
luck to you Will 🙂 <3
– Someone mentioned diet soda without aspartame. If you need the caffeine,
Diet Rite doesn’t have asparetame, and they make a brand of Diet Coke that
uses Splenda.
– That whole silent conversation was awesome.
– To anyone shaming Will based on his interest in MM, Google ‘PTSD brain
pictures.’ PTSD is often thought of as something that can be ‘wished away.’
PTSD inflicts actual damage to the brain. Also — if you have a mental
health condition (i.e., like me, with Bipolar) and you don’t receive
treatment, you can do so much harm to your body.
Hey Will- as a mental health worker I would suggest getting a second
opinion. Don’t know if you are still on meds for A.D.D and also consider
your aneurysm because those could be contraindications. From my experience
we don’t really recommend cannabis for patients because it’s a hallucinogen
among other things. But I know it has benefits for some medical conditions.
But Like I said consider consulting other HEALTHCARE PROFESSIONALS before
making any decisions.(remember the Dr who didn’t know what an aneurysm
was?)
Not sure if this will help or if you already knew this or if this had
nothing to do with it at all, but for many people and animals with epilepsy
flashing lights sometimes trigger seizures. Maybe the fire truck caused it
a little? Idk, but I hope Dobby will find a way to become stable<3 As for
you Will, do what you feel you need to do. As long as you speak with your
doctor, I say go for it (:
I have only watched 1 minute so far. YOU must do what is in your best
interest, we are not your doctor. we are not your Judge. We are just people
watching from the outside, thank you both for sharing your lives with us/ME!
One word of warning, not about a med, but when you leave California, It not
a med but a money making thing for the justice system.
If I had the headaches or something that that RX would help control, I
would sell everything and move.
Hugs to both of you and Dobby!
I’m so sorry for the attack. It’s no secret that exposure thru the web
opens up the possibility of abuse. And the dog doesn’t help your stress
level. It’s a real test whether an animal can handle not being directly
addressed without a camera. I sometimes feel a pack animal like Dobbie
might feel confused being confronted with a camera at the same time as
functioning with owners. Maybe you should consult an animal expert in
human/canine communications and see if your constant camera exposure isn’t
affecting the dog. I know I would be annoyed by constantly being filmed
while trying to have a personal relationship with someone. At one point I
would have to say “Just turn the thing OFF! Just a thought…
I think that you started this channel so there was a window into the life
of a gay couple and show that a gay couple is not much different then a
straight one. And I think that if you do decide to use medical marijuana
for your PTSD then you should decide that based on how you feel, not wether
or not subscribers will agree with it. Because that is your life and it’s
honest and it seems like that’s what you set out to do with this channel.
So I wish you the best of luck in everything you do.
I have no problem with marijuana because the first time I tried it I got so
sick that I thought I was going to die. Since then the slightest smell of
that thing makes me feel like puking. It must’ve been a psychological
reaction due to my deeply engrained prejudice against drugs. When I was
10-11 my first crush was a stunning guy who used to cycle near my house, he
was 17yo or something but as time passed he looked more and more wretched,
so dirty that seemed he had pissed on his pants he wouldn’t talk to
anyone. When I asked my mom what happened with him she told me he was a
drug addict. That ended up being the most convincing anti-drug message the
universe sent me.
On the other hand, I have friends that use it to boost their creativity and
they look healthy and happy. So, at the end of the day that’s an utterly
personal choice, Nobody knows you better than you and if things started
going wrong your fiance would alert you that marijuana is causing you harm
rather than good.
Good luck anyway.
(♥ε♥) (♥ε♥) (♥ε♥)
P.S.: Although I’m not into self-help books, I highly (pun intended)
recommend that you read “Your Erroneous Zones” by Wayne W. Dyer. That book
helped my mom to pass through her troubled teen years. Even though the book
is very dated, it’s pretty helpful.
Will, I have mixed feelings about marijuana, for what it’s worth. That is,
i have not moral problem with it. It’s just, I have an anxiety condition,
and PTSD, or at least i had PTSD. I got panic attacks, which were
horrible. So I’m sure pot could have helped me. On the other hand, i
noticed it made me lazy after a while too, or unambitious. The thing is,
the human brain is a bunch of chemicals, and if the chemicals are not just
right on, this affects mood and behavior. So, utilizing outside chemicals
(ssri, pot, whatever) can be helpful. The only question is are there any
side effects that are not good for you? you know what, just try it, that
is the only way you can know. Personally, i went through a couple of
antidepressants until i found the one that has truly helped me. I don’t
have panic attacks anymore, but that doesn’t mean i am recommending
antidepressants. I guess what I’m saying is: try it, and if it doesn’t
work for you for whatever reason, then drop it. But what if it does? by
the way, this doesn’t have to be a permanent thing. maybe you would only
want it to help you for a temporary amount of time. My best, and good luck
with this. Don’t get discouraged because I have experienced this, and I
know what it’s like. Jeff
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I can’t believe there are still ppl out there that think that just because
you (or anyone) is gay that it gives them the right to do anything. This is
2015 ppl it doesn’t make any difference wether you are gay straight black
white or a freaking pink and purple dinosaur. We all have rights and to
love who we choose is our God given right. Rant over!! Ps. I hope you liked
the cookies I tweeted you yesterday. Love to you both
So what caused your PTSD? My best friend has it too….
I personally don’t smoke weed, but I’m not opposed to others smoking it. If
you think it’ll help you I don’t see why not, just be considerate about it.
My major issue with weed is the smell so I wouldn’t want it in my house but
as long as RJ doesn’t have a problem with the sent I don’t see a problem in
smoking it, but if he does there are other alternatives. You need to do
what you think is best for you.
Will, I think that you should do whatever you need to do in order to better
your psychological well being and if that entails a legal medical marijuana
prescription, then I’m sure that all of us will be behind you 100%.
And if anyone is hindering your progress by going against what could help
you…the fuck them.
I just can’t believe someone would go to the lengths of attacking your
internet because you’re gay. People can be so stupid! I swear, years upon
years of wars, piles and piles of dead people, countless years of misery
upon the human race and we still haven’t learned to accept our freaking
*differences*.
As a Libertarian, I believe in the decriminalization of drugs anyway. But
that doesn’t change the fact they can be addictive, especially to certain
people. Since you believed you were having a problem with alcohol, I’d just
be concerned that you and doctors remain aware of any tendency to over use
medical marijuana if you go on it. But that’s what makes legalization so
good; you get professional medical oversight instead of doing it yourself
from a street dealer.
Im no expert, but from what I have read, medical grade marijuana has
different chemical ratios than the stuff you buy behind walmart. medical
marijuana is cultivated to have less of some of the high inducing
compounds, and more of the compounds that ease various conditions.
I am really curious about what the counsellor said. Here in the UK, they
are not professionals with a medical qualification and therefore would not
be able to diagnose PTSD.
If that is also the case in the US, then hopefully they did not say that
you have PTSD, as that would be deeply worrying.
It is, of course, up to you what you do about the marijuana, but I am
wondering how that fits with wanting to achieve lots of goals this year. I
am curious if that will have to be put back. Also, I admire your honesty,
but wonder what a future employer of you might think if they come across
this video, would it be harmful to a possible job?
To Will: I say go for it! Weed is one of the worlds oldest used medicines;
people who are against it are really just brainwashed by society/the media
to think that weed will give you “reefer madness” and whatnot, but no one
has ever died from smoking weed. Also, medical weed has been shown to help
hundreds of different medical conditions (especially people with chronic
pain), and is impossible to overdose. Not saying it’s going to fix all your
problems, but you should definitely consider it and think about it.
I think you should see a secund opinion and if is there another kind of
medication that you could try, try it first and if anything works then try
this… But i thing there are others options before MM…
What happened to him as a child
so…what are you guys’ thoughts on medical marijuana?
If it’s for your health than go for it!
I smoke recreationally on occasion. It won’t affect your YT content
whatsoever nor will it affect you too much. Medical marijuana has a low THC
content which means that it won’t get you high like you see in movies or tv
shows (in reality, most strains won’t do that anyway). However, don’t drive
or anything like that until your body builds up a bit of a resistance. And
don’t drive if you’re smoking it recreationally! Tbh, you may not even feel
it or get high from medical strains. You may just feel relaxed or really
freakin hungry.
Moderation and caution are your best friends when smoking weed or drinking
alcohol. You are given a specific amount to consume over a period of time
(just like a pill), but don’t go crazy with it. It will help ease the
symptoms of PTSD, Anxiety, and similar mental health issues. If you do
decide to do it, be careful with it if you have asthma.
some people inhale toxic gasses that include pesticide gass,tar , and
petroleum variants for fun.We call those people smokers and photograph them
in alluring body stances because having poison in your mouth is considered
cool ,rebelious and sexy. But alas if someone smokes something that has not
been patented by major multinationals (yet?) that is equally or probably
less dangerous than cigarrettes and even maybe beneficial! everyone loses
their minds.that’s propaganda for you.
SPOILER ALERT!
1. This fine day starts with Dobby Licking the left pant leg of Will’s
sweat pant shorts.
Will then talks about yesterday’s therapy intake. RJ interjects and he and
Will point out that it’s important to not wait, and postpone seeking help
if you feel that you have a problem. Will tells us that the therapist told
him that he has a clear case of PTSD (Posttraumatic Stress Disorder). He
was diagnosed several times for PTSD, but chose not to take any major steps
to deal with it. Due to that fact, Will says that the symptoms of PTSD have
reared their ugly head recently, in several ways.
The direction of Will’s speech, takes an interesting turn, when he tells us
that the therapist offered to prescribe him MEDICAL MARIJUANA. Will and RJ
discuss this, about whether or not to actually consider this course of
action. They point out that this was suggested by a physician
(psychiatrist) and that they should at least consider that kind of thing,
and not simply abandon it. But they are also aware, as they continue, that
Marijuana is a very contentious topic, and could rile a lot of people up.
And because they share so much with us, they’d have to share that (effects
of marijuana, through Will’s experience) too.
2. Cut to RJ giving Will a Goodbye kiss at the computer because Mr. Cuba
2016 is going to get his awesome pump on! They flex in front of each other
in several odd, and contorted ways, looking like they’re mimicking
chimpanzees, or practicing choreography for an upcoming Beyonce dance off.
All this done through a Charades style, no sounds (except for the sounds
made by RJ’s windbreaker). (Quite frankly, it felt like I was watching a
scene from Swan Lake; truly breath-taking). Will finishes the send off by
gesturing having a penis cum all over his face. Camera pans to RJ’s face,
which is expressing both shock and arousal. RJ then does some gestures of
his own. He mimes “Not now, I’m gonna go, but later, later, I’ll……” The
camera pans again to RJ’s crotch with which he gestures face fucking Will.
Then he gestures that he’ll cum on his thigh. (I think). Pan to Will who,
gives a nod of approval. (FUCK, I feel like I’m narrating a Corbin Fisher
scene LMAO) These two are made for each other. Filthy minds and all. Gotta
love it!
3. Cut to much later that day, and to the kitchen. The guys are feeding the
Dobster some peanut butter and meds. And obviously as we know from before
speaking to Dobby in baby voices, which as usual confuses the heck out of
the poor guy. Hahahaha the guys then try to explain the gap in recording.
It was due to RJ going to the Gym, then coming back home, at which point he
and Will did some brain storming about Minecraft. RJ is getting into
Minecraft, so all the peeps wanting that will be very happy.
4. The guys then take us to town where people are removing the Christmas
stuff, which RJ finds odd, and compares it to Limbo, since it’s between two
things. RJ tells us that Will needs some new fancy clothes for Wednesday,
so they go to Top Man. We don’t get to come. But we do get to go with them
to a HUGE Barnes and Noble.
RJ quickly pans the camera to some literature about Marijuana, and tells
Will that he should read it. Then asks Will if he’s considering trying out
Medical Marijuana. Will hasn’t decided yet.
The guys are very aware of the hot blooded emotions of the Shepsexuals, and
know that there will be a battle in the comments field between two sides,
pro and against. (I say let the Battle begin, as long as everyone
understands that it’s Will’s choice, and not theirs).
5. We go back to the apartment, where RJ expresses how proud he is of Will.
They had apparently gone to Cheesecake Factory, and Will did not have any
fizzy drinks. It’s his second day. But the poor thing has a raging head
ache, which he thinks is because he quit. Rj feels like he’s inspired by
Will.
6. RJ then takes Dobby out on a night walk.
7. They come back home, and the guys tell us that Dobby had a seizure at
the end of the walk. A full blown one. Dobby is told to go to his crate,
and is comforted by the guys, who are worried that Dobby could be a danger
to himself, because he’s so energetic after a seizure, but is “out of it”
and could hurt himself.
8. We end the day in the boys’ room. Will tells us that he played a
Minecraft game, and their internet connection was attacked by a group of
people because he had a rainbow bandana on. They admitted on twitter that
they did it because he was gay. (FUCKING ASSHOLES). Will chooses to sleep
with the bandana on, to show them that they can just fuck off, and that he
won’t let himself be affected by them. He finds them pathetic, and I think
we all do.
Will I’ll just say my opinion on the Marijuana thing.
You should definitely think about it. Personally I’m not for or against it.
Both my brothers have smoked Marijuana and seem quite “out of it”, when
they do. I think that it’s often about how one chooses to do it, and in
what company one is.
The advice your therapist gave you is legit, and that’s why you need to
seriously consider it, i.m.o. But do some research (unbiased) before
choosing anything, either way.
I’ve gone through PTSD myself (due to being a refugee as a kid from a war
torn nation, Bosnia). I didn’t smoke Marijuana, but instead had some anti
anxiety medication (Attarax) and some SSRI medication (Sertralin, Oralin),
alongside some very good PTSD treatments, and Cognitive behavioral therapy.
And it got out of it. That was my path, and it may not necessarily be yours.
So do some research before going further. 🙂
Love you both. You always make my days end on a great note. You inspire me!
:)
I don’t really have any opinion on the pot issue other than if it helps
you, do it. BUT just you talking about PTSD has got me thinking that maybe
a lot of my issues, bad habits, addictions that have developed later on in
my life stem from traumatic events I lived with growing up. Crazy how it
just clicked tonight when you were talking about it.
And the internet devils… keep your head up. And F*&K them! Pathetic.
As someone who has been sexually assaulted and dealt with PTSD, I think
anything that helps you that doesn’t harm you or harm others is okay. Only
you can decide what you are comfortable with, but I have found on my
journey to inner peace with my bad past that sometimes you have to try
things out of your comfort zone. For me, antidepressants and weekly therapy
really worked. It was not a simple fix. It took a long time. But when I
opened my mind to medication, my life transformed for the better. Maybe
medical marijuana will be that transformation for you. I do not live in a
state where it is legal, but with a doctor monitoring and helping you, it
seems like a safe option. Wish you all the best of luck with it,
Sally
the fact is, Marijuana should be legal.
I have smoked marijuana for years.. I currently do not use because of
pregnancy since it is not legal in the state of WV as of yet.. the fact of
the matter is, a human body can consume as much as an Oz in a day and still
not overdose. Might get sick as hell and vomit, but you will not overdose.
Yet these medications that are manufactured are ok when the list of side
effects are endless. I believe the government is against it for many
reasons that have nothing to do with it being a drug.. it would replace
many medicines that would put many companies (hundreds of thousands if not
millions) in turmoil.. it can help with almost anything when ill..
I understand concern. But it’s free will. I don’t understand why other
people kill themselves with concern over others actions. It’s doing nothing
for you but creating a headache and bad blood. I may not agree with meth,
crack, etc.. but I’ll be damned if I’mma sit here and cause myself to have
a headache over someone elses is doing. Lol. I have a life to live! And a
lot more things to worry about! The worst damage it can do to your body
involves the lungs if smoked…other than that, it doesn’t do half of the
damage manufactured medications can do on one persons body and sometimes
soul.
Yet, the debate will never end and everyone is entitled to their own
opinion.
I think it’s great that Will is open to this form of therapy, and I think
it’s brave that he is so truthful sharing this on video.
However, there are so many ppl in California that abuse the system. This
guy got an actual prescription from a doctor, while other ppl just buy
their medical marijuana cards to use it recreationally for fake problems.
Those ppl give the medicinal use of the herb a really bad rep.
Uhm did the doctor considered antidepressants?
I have PTSD as well as Rheumatoid Arthritis so this is a question that I
have had to think about as well. My suggestion would be to look at options
that don’t require smoking it. I currently will add a little to my tea bag
and it helps take the edge off my pain without feeling stoned. Eventually I
may need to consider using it with a vaporizer as my pain gets worse and
requires more to control it. For me it works with my hyper vigilance,
anxiety as well as my pain. I would suggest trying it and seeing how it
works for you. A friend had me start with using it in my tea because she
knew i was a little leery of trying it.
As far as medical marijana goes, it’s hardly unprecedented that something
that is normally poison can have medical benefits if refined and dosed
correctly. Definitely get a second opinion though.
Fuck what everyone thinks, if you need the medical weed then you need it.
Everyone that has a problem with it can eat shit. Done.
2:11 like, yaaaah. preferably psych professionals OUTSIDE of CALIFORNIA
(and not from Colorado)
I believe that if it will help, then do anything necessary to help you.
It’s all for the good and like RJ said you aren’t promoting, you’re just
going to take care of some problems. Marijuana isn’t bad unless people use
it as something bad. If you are using it to take care of yourself, then you
are using it correctly and it’s beneficial. The shepsexuals stand by you no
matter what decision you make Will. Love you guys, I wish you guys the
best.
What makes medical marijuana worse than an anti-depressant? I would like us
all to think about that. They are both medicine. Every physical body reacts
to medicines differently, and as long as it doesn’t harm someone more than
it helps them or lead to the harm of others, I am supportive of any choice
a person makes.
Do what makes you better, Will. I mean, you’re an adult with a medical
condition for which you’ve been prescribed, versus folks who go to a sham
doctor and get a prescription for a fake back ache.
Anyone who takes issue with your self-care doesn’t care about you. And you
don’t need that person in your life because they don’t have you best
interests at heart.
Will, did you know there are aspartame free diet sodas? Also, I’m ignorant
about marijuana usage but have heard good things regarding medical use, but
I know that smoking anything is bad for your health in general. Is there a
way to get the benefit of it without smoking? Again, I’m not educated
about this.
It’s a super simple answer: people who are against it are miseducated. And
probably hypocritical if they’re negatively referring to marijuana as a
drug, yet have alcohol, or tobacco, or coffee, or soda, or any other
caffeinated beverage.
Oh I love when the topic of smoking medical Marijuana comes up. Instantly
tons of people have a bunch of ignorant opinions OR they like to sound
smart. Both end up being rude. When, all in all, Will smoking weed is his
business and it’s unfortunate that he has to hesitate to do something he
considers fitting for his life because he doesn’t want to deal with the
back lash of strangers.
Well you were already smoking it yesterday.
Just make sure its ‘good’ weed, lol. I say go for it. If people get upset
over you having medical marijuana, then they need to change their
priorities…
Just wondering could today’s seizure been because of the fire truck lights?
I saw Dobby look at them and got worried and low and behold he had a
seizure :-\
Omg reading some of the comments….you do not have to smoke hw can get it
on the form of candy such as gummy bears or in baked goods like muffins or
cookies. Medicinal marijuana really helps. I kno someone who child has
cancer and is constantly in pain her mom gives her medicinal marijuana in
the form of tea and she is doing significantly better
Lol those girls were following R.J. in the library 5:24
Fuck those people who did that
i know this was a serious topic to talk about and i support you but all i
was thinking was ‘is RJ wearing a onesie?’
i am very much pro using medicinal plants – be that marijuana or other
stuff. usually the meds are much less harmful for the body and i myself
only had good experiences with medicinal plants…
i sure seewhy there’s fuss about the medicinal marijuana but i don’t think
it’s necessary. the additcion potential is far less than the one of alcohol
… or headachepills for that matter… and maybe it will even help with
the headaches will has.
anyway. if your therapist says you should try it – i wouldn’t say no. if it
doesn’t help, you could still stop again.
2:24 – 2:52 = the best thing I have ever seen on this channel LOL
I say go for it. At the end of the day this is about your health and what
is best for you. Every society has its own drugs that they glorify but
nothing says that it has to be good. Just think about the amount of
stimulants out there that are basically poison for your body. Weed in that
case isn’t, as long as it isn’t taken with tabaco which infact isn’t good
for your body but very legal. So it is all a matter of perspective. Find
solutions to your problems and not more problems for your problems. Best of
luck to you Will 🙂 <3
A few thoughts:
– Someone mentioned diet soda without aspartame. If you need the caffeine,
Diet Rite doesn’t have asparetame, and they make a brand of Diet Coke that
uses Splenda.
– That whole silent conversation was awesome.
– To anyone shaming Will based on his interest in MM, Google ‘PTSD brain
pictures.’ PTSD is often thought of as something that can be ‘wished away.’
PTSD inflicts actual damage to the brain. Also — if you have a mental
health condition (i.e., like me, with Bipolar) and you don’t receive
treatment, you can do so much harm to your body.
Hey Will- as a mental health worker I would suggest getting a second
opinion. Don’t know if you are still on meds for A.D.D and also consider
your aneurysm because those could be contraindications. From my experience
we don’t really recommend cannabis for patients because it’s a hallucinogen
among other things. But I know it has benefits for some medical conditions.
But Like I said consider consulting other HEALTHCARE PROFESSIONALS before
making any decisions.(remember the Dr who didn’t know what an aneurysm
was?)
Not sure if this will help or if you already knew this or if this had
nothing to do with it at all, but for many people and animals with epilepsy
flashing lights sometimes trigger seizures. Maybe the fire truck caused it
a little? Idk, but I hope Dobby will find a way to become stable<3 As for
you Will, do what you feel you need to do. As long as you speak with your
doctor, I say go for it (:
I have only watched 1 minute so far. YOU must do what is in your best
interest, we are not your doctor. we are not your Judge. We are just people
watching from the outside, thank you both for sharing your lives with us/ME!
One word of warning, not about a med, but when you leave California, It not
a med but a money making thing for the justice system.
If I had the headaches or something that that RX would help control, I
would sell everything and move.
Hugs to both of you and Dobby!
I’m so sorry for the attack. It’s no secret that exposure thru the web
opens up the possibility of abuse. And the dog doesn’t help your stress
level. It’s a real test whether an animal can handle not being directly
addressed without a camera. I sometimes feel a pack animal like Dobbie
might feel confused being confronted with a camera at the same time as
functioning with owners. Maybe you should consult an animal expert in
human/canine communications and see if your constant camera exposure isn’t
affecting the dog. I know I would be annoyed by constantly being filmed
while trying to have a personal relationship with someone. At one point I
would have to say “Just turn the thing OFF! Just a thought…
I think that you started this channel so there was a window into the life
of a gay couple and show that a gay couple is not much different then a
straight one. And I think that if you do decide to use medical marijuana
for your PTSD then you should decide that based on how you feel, not wether
or not subscribers will agree with it. Because that is your life and it’s
honest and it seems like that’s what you set out to do with this channel.
So I wish you the best of luck in everything you do.
I have no problem with marijuana because the first time I tried it I got so
sick that I thought I was going to die. Since then the slightest smell of
that thing makes me feel like puking. It must’ve been a psychological
reaction due to my deeply engrained prejudice against drugs. When I was
10-11 my first crush was a stunning guy who used to cycle near my house, he
was 17yo or something but as time passed he looked more and more wretched,
so dirty that seemed he had pissed on his pants he wouldn’t talk to
anyone. When I asked my mom what happened with him she told me he was a
drug addict. That ended up being the most convincing anti-drug message the
universe sent me.
On the other hand, I have friends that use it to boost their creativity and
they look healthy and happy. So, at the end of the day that’s an utterly
personal choice, Nobody knows you better than you and if things started
going wrong your fiance would alert you that marijuana is causing you harm
rather than good.
Good luck anyway.
(♥ε♥) (♥ε♥) (♥ε♥)
P.S.: Although I’m not into self-help books, I highly (pun intended)
recommend that you read “Your Erroneous Zones” by Wayne W. Dyer. That book
helped my mom to pass through her troubled teen years. Even though the book
is very dated, it’s pretty helpful.
Will, I have mixed feelings about marijuana, for what it’s worth. That is,
i have not moral problem with it. It’s just, I have an anxiety condition,
and PTSD, or at least i had PTSD. I got panic attacks, which were
horrible. So I’m sure pot could have helped me. On the other hand, i
noticed it made me lazy after a while too, or unambitious. The thing is,
the human brain is a bunch of chemicals, and if the chemicals are not just
right on, this affects mood and behavior. So, utilizing outside chemicals
(ssri, pot, whatever) can be helpful. The only question is are there any
side effects that are not good for you? you know what, just try it, that
is the only way you can know. Personally, i went through a couple of
antidepressants until i found the one that has truly helped me. I don’t
have panic attacks anymore, but that doesn’t mean i am recommending
antidepressants. I guess what I’m saying is: try it, and if it doesn’t
work for you for whatever reason, then drop it. But what if it does? by
the way, this doesn’t have to be a permanent thing. maybe you would only
want it to help you for a temporary amount of time. My best, and good luck
with this. Don’t get discouraged because I have experienced this, and I
know what it’s like. Jeff