Hey YouTube, SmallTalkTV here giving my definition of using and abusing marijuana. Marijuana is a great plant, it is a great tool to reflect, learn things about yourself, analyze your behavior,…
So it’s day 4 for me 🙂 I’m pretty happy. And I feel wonderful… The first
day was THE WORST and then after that I have had very few to zero cravings
for it at all. It’s so odd to me because I’ve tried to quit in the past and
I couldn’t do it, the cravings were too much. This time around it’s almost
like the thought of being high and feeling numb disgusts me. I’m one of
those people who used Mary Jane to help me cope with my grief and it took
me 2 1/2 years to realize that…. It saddens me that I was so blinded to
the harm I was causing myself by self-medicating– but as I always say: Do
not regret the things you do. Regret the things you don’t do. So hopefully
in several months I can just look back at that little leaf and say, “been
there done that, over it.” 
2 Comments
So it’s day 4 for me 🙂 I’m pretty happy. And I feel wonderful… The first
day was THE WORST and then after that I have had very few to zero cravings
for it at all. It’s so odd to me because I’ve tried to quit in the past and
I couldn’t do it, the cravings were too much. This time around it’s almost
like the thought of being high and feeling numb disgusts me. I’m one of
those people who used Mary Jane to help me cope with my grief and it took
me 2 1/2 years to realize that…. It saddens me that I was so blinded to
the harm I was causing myself by self-medicating– but as I always say: Do
not regret the things you do. Regret the things you don’t do. So hopefully
in several months I can just look back at that little leaf and say, “been
there done that, over it.”