I Am Tryin’ To Stop is about my long term habit of smoking since I was 18. Interestingly enough, unlike many other teenagers, I was a clean straight and idealistic vegetarian and even vegan from 14. However, I was also very much under the influence of the 60’s and 70’s ideals and listened to all their music and also heavy metal. Unfortunately, this led to a 10 year sjek, cigarette and marijuana habit when I moved to the Netherlands. Here, it is not illegal and is as easy to get as going to a 24/